This is gonna be tough.
What have I gotten myself into? ahhhhhh
Mission unimpossibiru?
Well. I made a new friend the other day. And I’m helping him try to be less socially awkward. Hehe
WTHECK.
Its 5:19am
That’s horrible.
Father guilt trips me into doing a lot of stuff.
Earlier he asked if I could postpone my appointment with my professor today to wait at a clinic with my grandmother. I told him it was too important to postpone. THEN, he asks me what if mom and dad were in a life threatening situation? Would I back down from that?
First of all, no I wouldn’t. And second, how dare he use my emotions to make me feel bad about not watching over my grandmother. Sure she’s my grandmother, but I have no emotional connection with her whatsoever. I do care but I don’t at the same time. She is not my problem.
He keeps on asking me about sending her back to Laos or letting her stay here. My answer is always I don’t know. I don’t care right now. Omg.
I’m a horrible person.
Also, why doesn’t he ask my brothers the same question? I’m not the only child in this family. I’m not the only one here with an opinion.
If she is causing so much trouble in our family right now, just send her back. Pay for home care.
Let me move on because honestly, I’ve been stuck here ever since Ive been born unable to do anything with exciting with my life.
No wonder I’m such a boring person.
